IVF the semi comical process of becoming pregnant
In-Vitro Fertilization is a very strange process. Sometimes I wonder how we even made past a couple of things or as I call them speed bumps along the way. At 36 I walked into the fertility clinic full of hope of maybe I really do have to relax and it'll happen. I laugh at that now but hey people always say that or when I say where going through IVF and they say no no just um.... try this ect. Its ok really Im good with telling you I dont ovulate and its probably been a very long time since I have but mix that with a monthly cycle its like a cruel JOKE. This past year and some change while getting ready for the big frozen embryo transfer has kept me on my toes as well ( however its been close to 5 full years of TRYING THINGS ). I feel like theres always something lurking and ready to attack at an given time, the wrench in my plans at this point Im so used too. Shit, somedays going through the process I would just ride the roller coaster and say WEEEE and try not to give a dam